a world of questions for a world with no answers

Oh how I'd just love to fast forward time to the point where I know I'm exactly where and who I'm supposed to be, and I'm fulfilling my purpose in life.  I don't know where I'm going half the time, and it's like I'm walking on a tightrope- blind-folded.  I'd totally fall off this tightrope if it weren't for God's anti-gravity keeping me balanced up here.  I love the journey, I like the day to day activity of my music stuff and friends and other things that keep me smiling along the way, but it's like at some point you find yourself asking- where am I going?  Sure I have goals and hopes for the future, but it's like an endless rope of plans and projects.  Today I'm gonna do this, tomorrow I hope to accomplish that, which will lead to something else, and on down the line, I hope I'm successful in doing something different, but where does it end??  When have I accomplished all the goals and achieved what I ultimately set out for?  How can I know when I don't even know what I'm setting out for?